My Life is Falling Apart
Lainy
Request
Please let me get the job I have been praying so hard for. I am getting desperate. I am not asking for a handout. I want to work hard. I need to have one thing go right in my life to give me something to look forward to so that I do not want to take my life. I also want to have this job so that I can renew my failing relationship with my important friend that is working on this tour and is so far away from me. The distance is creating such hardship and that is causing me such sorrow on top of everything else. I am trying to have faith but it is getting harder and harder as each day goes by and nothing is happening with my efforts.Thank you.