Please pfor me because i am in a very bad situation right now . I lost a love which was burning for 2 years . The guy seemed wierd from day one, he had too many secrets which i found out after a year. In a year he was trying to make me to fall in love with him, because i didn’t love him , he was the one who approached me and i was the one who was pushing myself to love him, cause i thought that there will be no other sweet and nice guy like him, but … First year was very fun and nice but the second year, my problems and his problems bumped into each other, i found out he is talking to someone else, but i did so after really looking after him very well to know it, he would hide it so good. after 5 months i opened up that problem, and the problems came one after another, I had a bad shock when i found out about it and i couldnt continue the relationship, but he came apologized, plus i have a good heart and i thought that everyone does mistakes, if he did it and he is sorry for that i will take him back, but that was a big mistake i needed to stop right there, because he got more aggressive and the behavior changed to awful behavior which i held for 6 more months and i stopped talking to him, because he has done much more. There was no respect to trust no anything in between. The only thing he knew, he knew that he loves me ., but that wasn’t enough for a healthy relationship. I am very sad about this but i can’t do anything, i stressed, depressed and i can’t take him off of my mind of thinking what he has done to me and how could i take it?. I go to same school that he goes, by the way i took him to that school so he can have future, i thought him how to speak english, i thought him many many things which i even can’t remember, but i did it from the bottom of my heart and believe me god is always with me , i prayed to god and asked him anything i wanted and he gave me, but now i am really stressed and i needed to express that feelings so all of us can pray for me and my heart and my feelings. Jesus help me to come out of this wierd situation. I don’t want a new guy because i will make a bad choice, i want a clean mind and clean heart, so i can move on with my life. I have anxiety , i have depression , i have every single problem that can have maybe 40 year old lady . I am in a very deep problem. I don’t eat , i cant stop thinking, and all that makes me loose a lot of weight. When i met him i was 120 lb, now i am 100 lb. My nerves are in a bad fit and i pray for my nerves so it can be calmed down,i pray for me please god father of hours, jesus , mariam , help me. I cry every day because my nerves can’t take this anymore. I see that guy every day and he tries to make me feel more bad as of oh look, i am going somewhere tonight , or oh look i am talking to girls. I can’t stop this. Pray for me please, pray for me to clean everything off of my mind. That person will get for what he has done to me i am sure, because he doesn’t pray , when he goes to church he just sits there does nothing , he is out of his mind. He doesn’t believe in god as i do. He believes just in him . please pray for him too, so he can have kindness, and pray so he can clean himself , be away from thinking how to hurt me. He hurt me alot i dont want to get hurt more. Please Jesus help me.

- Hasmik from California