Dear Lord, first I want to thank you for all the times you have shown me the way and for all the times you have given me the strength to deal. I am writing to you right now because I am at the lowest point in my life! I have a wonderful wife that I have emotionally neglected (not intentionally) but out of my own insecurities. She has become very distant and cold towards me. We have two beautiful little girls that love us both, a dog and a house. I ask you please forgive me for my shortcomings and help her to forgive me!
I want to be a better husband to her because she deserves it. I lived in this screwed up fantasy that if I was a good father, provider and support for her that our marriage would never die. Well I was wrong and I am so scared! I feel like I have let my wife, my kids, my parents, my family and you, down! I deserve this pain and I hope you give me the strength to deal with it. I am so sorry and I wish I could make it better.
Lord, you are the only hope I have. Please show us the way! Please! It hurts too much to live this way! I love my wife and I love my kids! Please push the devil out of our home and welcome yourself back into it.
- – Victor from New York