bring my boyfriend to his senses

my boyfriend is a diver and spends a lot of time on the ocean, i recently stated that i didnt like being alone and wanted to be with him more but he chose work over me. he used to be heavy into drugs and i accepted him the way he was and helped him become non dependent on them. he promised to marry me but something happened recently where he brought me home and left me to fly back and go offshore. i want him to realize how he saved me, by bringing me happiness, and how i saved him. we said we were going to marry one day and i just want him to come back to me. he told me he still loves me and he is the only man i want to spend the rest of my life with. im lost without him and need him beside me

    Jamie from Maryland