Dear Lord,
I have so much to be thankful for, you have truly blessed me in many ways and for that I will be forever grateful. I know I have asked for many things in my short life but I come to you with one more need that is by far one of the most important…you know what I am asking for before it is even spoken but how am I suppose to give up the hope that I will one day be a mother? I have spent these past few years yearning for something that I feel is simply out of reach for me but I know that you can change that. You know I am not the most patient person but I feel like in this case I have waited long enough. I so long to craddle my newborn baby in my arms, to buy things for my child rather than someone else’s. Sometimes I look in the mirror and imagine the sheer bliss I would feel if I had that cute little bubbly belly with the product of my husband’s and my love inside. I feel so empty inside right now, sometimes I am literally on my knees begging for a bundle of joy and I need to be picked up. And if it isn’t in my cards to have a child of my own then please deliver me from this empty, useless feeling.
I know you only have my best intrest in mind but please give me some guidance, please grant me a Christmas miracle..I don’t know how much longer I can go on without some results and I simply refuse to believe that I cannot accomplish the one thing I, as a woman, am meant to do.
By: Kristy