My Divorce is almost final. My life was shattered by emotional and physical abuse. My heart is so empty, I continue to pray for strength Lord. I do not know why men hurt and destroy the ones they supposably loved. I do not even know who he is, the one I married is gone forever and I never had a chance to say goodbye. Lord he was a good man, I pray that somewhere in time he may return and know it is not ok to treat women like he does. He does not have to do that to get what he wants. What happens Lord? I pray for peace as I still cannot sleep, having a hard time just making it through one day. As I watch my marraige end I pray that God gives me the peace and place to heal my shattered, broken life. Why did I have to learn this Lord, what reason could there be for me to go through something like this. Lord take this away, help me understand why. What did I do wrong, Lord? He was my husband I loved him dearly. Lord what happened to make him so bitter and mean? I pray he gets help, heal that man Lord. Heal me I pray.
By: Carrie

My husband left me on July 21, 2009, at this time there has not been any communication. I am so broken and hurt all at the same time and I love him dearly. I told him that I wish I never married him but I truly didn’t mean it. He left and has now filed for a divorce. To be honest with you I am not sure what is going on but he is this different person after having the lap band surgery on January 8, 2009. He has never yelled at me or been unkind to me. I know that what I said hurt him but this divorce that he is looking for is all one-sided (he’s in the flesh) and I am not even given the opportunity to speak because he has cut me off. This is not the way God wants us to be. I will take full responsibility of my actions because I have been so stressed with my job and I took it out on my husband. My husband is also a babe in Christ and he wanted a closer relationship with God and the devil came in to kill, steal and destroy and I do not want this divorce! He told me that he wants a divorce because he wants peace. I truly believe that he is going through some personal issues of his own and looking to blame me. I am praying that God will intervene because we have only been married for two years and he wants to give up. We had our 2 year anniversary in May and had the best time! I love my husband and truly care for him and I am asking for prayers for this marriage. God does not like divorce! I am in constant prayer and standing for my marriage. I did not see this coming but I know from my previous marriage I went through so much emotional abuse and I did not seek counseling or God’s leading and direction and now I am seeing in this marriage that I speak to my husband in a disrespectful manner at times and I am asking God for healing. I am getting the help I need to control my emotions. Please keep us in prayer. I do not want to do what the people in the world are doing and that is giving up and going along with this divorce is just that!