Hello Friend,

Hope you are doing fine. This is S Thomas, 29 years married man. Feel nice to get related with you through this manner. May god prosper you with all HIS good blessing upon you. This is for a special prayer request from you for this very poor chap.

I wish to draw attention on three phases of my life. I believe that this information is very essential to know about me and my living. And with these information on mind, you may dedicate a prayer on my behalf to our SWEET LORD.

1) Beginning : When I was a kid. My Father and Mother where leading a life, which consisted of me, my elder sister. My Father had a reasonably fair income employment with a government organization. We use to live in a rented flat, which was very small. My Father had a habit to drink. If that’s the only thing he(father) did, then it was ok. Mother an ardent believer of GOD. Every evening whenever he comes home after work, fill his tummy with a full bottle liquor, thereafter he starts to saying bad words against my mother and her family. He speaks all ills against my mother. This was on a daily basis. Moreover at times he starts beating my mother openly with sticks, knifes, hammer, or whatever he finds at that particular wake. I was not interested much in studies, love to hang around with friends and played. My parents never took much interested in my studies, although they have put me and my elder sister in a Govt. School. They (Parents, My father in particular) did one thing very nicely, had always made a bad scene on everyday evenings. This was my Kid life. I was A Mum spectator to all this.

2) Middle : All in my school life, I had experienced the way I stated above. People never respected our family. Everyone who were in our surrounding know, because they many a times they heard these quarrels and wars. I didn’t get a good score in my Tenth and XIIth standard. Which is very necessary in India. By this time, my father got three-four promotions and reached to good salary and a very nice home where we live now in a good locality and also possessed a good farming land. Because I didn’t scored well in my school, didn’t get good admission in colleges. Somehow managed to do it with part-time basis. Whole of my academics had gone with average and below average marks. When I reached college, when I had crossed 18 years. I had started reacting, my father had stopped beating my wife. On many occasions because of the bad words I had given him good beatings. Although he stopped beating my mother, but he continued with foul languages and talks. Whomsoever comes home for a visit, he says publicly bad on my mother and elder sister, for me too, when I am not arround.

3) Today : My father does the same. He don’t like my mother because of her skin colour(Black), it seems. My father had crossed 60s still he is the same villain to me. I did my graduation, a course in Information Technology, and very recently finished a II yr course of HR Descipline. Hold 4+ Years of work experience. My mother and my wife are very spiritual, they go to church regularly. My mother have a very good reputation in church and in surroundings, although she is been hated like anything. My father speaks ill about my mother still.

Its been two years now that I am married, but till now I didn’t had a long stay with the employment. It goes for three months like, and then snaps. Now for about 7-8 Months I am sitting at the same house without a Job. My wife works, hence can manage my and her expenses in a bit, without any savings for the future. My mother, father, (sometimes my spouse, rarely though) tease me for the same.

I am in Pain friend, for all these reasons :

1) Nobody actually understands me, not even god. God Punished me from day ONE. And didn’t ended yet.
2) All my living, we had a reasonably good shelter, good food, clothes etc… but with no mental peace, no respect etc.
3) I AM JOB LESS, MANY OF MY SUBORDINATES WHO WORKED BELOW ME HAD REACHED TO HIGH HIGH HIGHTES. I NEED A JOB FRIEND. Help me with your gracious prayer for a stable and long lasting job.
4) Had planned for a Kid, At first year of our marriage she came up with a TB, that’s fine now…..Now recently came up with “OVARIAN CYST”. Hence have to go without that plan too. Needed your prayers for this cause too.
5) Had never found a good parents in life.
6) Never experienced a God who helped me in any course of my life.
7) FOR EVERYONE I AM A USELESS NOW.

May be I am very BAD, that even GOD don’t like me and don’t want me. But I want to live peacefully with a good employment. Will you my good friend, help me out with your prayers. Your recommendations might benefit me. I am not liked by my Good lord.

– s thomas from India